gahhhhhh lol

I NEEED A NEW MOON FIXXXXXX

My Mind = These Thoughts

#1 Why do SOME girls change when there around the boy they like in a negative way : it annoys me to the freakin T when girls change and become something there not or act like something there not just cause they think or they want the guy they like to like them or they want to fit in with the guy they like ... in my point of view i don't think you should have to change or try and be something your not to make the person you like like you more ... i think that you two should fit right from the start like you were made for each other

#2 Doing what i want instead of doing something else cause I'm scared to do what i really want : the more and more i think about doing what i want instead of doing something cause I'm scared some one i don't want to explain myself to will see or hear about it and to be honest lately i really don't cause if that happens any more I'm the one who has to live with the out come and I'm the one who has to live my life day to day and I'm gunna do what i want with out any fear of some one judging me cause the people that really matter don't judge me for doing what i wanna do or what i feel is right ... Justin roundy said to me on Wednesday night when i was explaining a situation to him that i reminded him of the story the notebook in a way and he said he was gunna tell me what Noah told Ally cause it was good advice and he said when she said it wasn't easy to choose and that she was gunna hurt some one and he said to her " don't do what he wants what i want what your parents want, do what you want ... what do you want (and paused) WHAT DO YOU WANT !!!!" not saying my situation is like this at all lol BUT those words are true cause right now in my life i do need to do what i want and i thought it was good advice so thank you justy lusty :)

#3 How i have WAY more guy friends that I'm best friends with then girls : the thing i notice most about me and all my guy friends is that i always have at least one or two that I'm SUPER close with and i can tell anything and know it will all be ok or that i can go to crying or upset and know they will take care of me and i love that and its not always the ones that I'm actually "in" a relationship with either some are yes but some aren't and i know why these boys do treat me so good (for examples Cody Blake Ricky Landon Johnny Justin ) i just always have some sweet boy that is willing to give me a shoulder to cry on ... i mean yeah girls are good to have as best friends to but i love getting the point of view of the guy that I'm close to i know I'm super blessed to have them i couldn't ask for more when i feel alone to have them there to talk to [and they never have drama which is a SUPER PULSE LOL :) ]

#4 To get something off your chest : today i got to talk to one of my best friends on his mission and i told him everything going on in my life and some of the stuff i told him hurt him and it make me feel so bad i was sick i love him so much i just hope he knows that and i just need to keep faith and know everything will work out the way it should were on good terms now but that was one of the hardest things in my life i ever have had to do :(


#5 Never say Never: i hate when people judge you and say to you "o my gosh i would NEVER do that if i were in your situation or i COULD NEVER do that " cause you know what i use to be one of you people who would look at peoples situation and say o my gosh how could they do that i would NEVER do that all I'm trying to say is never say never cause you never know how you will react until you in the situation .

#6 I Cant Believe Christmas is ALMOST HERE: not only do i get presents but i get to talk to my cute missionaries :))))))) AWWWWWWWW I'm so EXCITED best Christmas present EVER

Movie Review

This movie right here is one of the best I've seen in a long time. I don't remember the last time i went to the movie theater and LITERALLY cried the whole movie and at one point was crying so hard i felt like i couldn't get enough air lol

pathetic i know but if you have seen it you would understand why.
and if you haven't GO SEE IT !

(this picture always makes my eyes tear up for some reason )

AMAZINGNESSSSS

WHAT A FREAKIN HOTTIE I CANT WAIT TO SEE THIS :)))))))))


Remember Me

Trailer Park MySpace Video

Who wants longer legs ? i want longer legs

ummm so yesterday i went with my mom to Bath and Body Works with my mommy and i just really wanted a candle so i was smelling all the scents and fell in love with the new scent TWILIGHT WOOD

o my gosh it smells like heaven in this jar lol

go smell it you'll love it :)

Confessions

#1 I'm in love with getting missionary LETTERS lol

doesn't matter who they are from i just love getting them all

( i mean of course some give me more butterflies then others lol Te he)

but they all make me so happy and laugh so hard ... also love writing then back :)

#2 I'm in love with the new style of sequin and studded clothing like

these pictures i found while i was looking at magazines at school

SHINE ON

sequin and studs :)))

# 3 the drink DIET COKE ok so i use to be a non-soda drinker and i still am i never crave soda like a lot of people i know lol but almost every day at school my friend Sara gets one to drink and when ever i see her drinking one i just like REALLY want one lol it just looks so refreshing lol so i had a sip of one that my mom was drinking one day and now i LOVE them lol

so go have one your self right now

(diet Pepsi is ok COKE is better and it HAS to be DIET)

#4 im loving how close CHRISTMAS is i love all the

LIGHTS

THE SMELLS
THE TREES

HOT CHOCOLATE

AND EVERY THING ELSE THAT COMES WITH IT

(Ps these candies are like christmas in your mouth)

just so you know :)

"GO SERVE some one it will make you feel better "

have a wonder- ful week !

"love and blessings"

as Elder Roundy would says hahaha

Life is to short to NOT make memories worth remembering :)

Imagine there is a bank which credits your account each morning with $86,400 , carries over no balance from day to day , allows you to keep no cash balance , and every evening cancels whatever part of the amount you had failed to use during the day.

What would you do????

Draw out every cent of course!!!

Well, everyone has such a bank. Its name is time. Every morning it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdrafts.

Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the records of the day. If you fail to use the day’s deposits, the loss is yours.

There is no going back. There is no drawing against the “tomorrow”. You must live in the present no today’s deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the out most in health happiness and success!

The clock is running. Make the most of today.

To realize the value of ONE YEAR ask a student who has failed there exam.

To realize the value of ONE MONTH ask a mother who has given birth to pre-mature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of ONE DAY ask a daily wage laborer who has ten kids to feed.

To realize the value of ONE HOUR ask the couple who are waiting to meet and haven’t seen each other in what seems like FOREVER.

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE ask a person who has missed the train.

To realize the value of ONE SECOND ask a person who survived an accident.

To realize the value of ONE MILLI SECOND ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have !!!!!

And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special … special enough to have your time … and remember time waits for NO ONE

Newport Living By Cute Is What We Aim For - GO LISTEN ha ha ha

OK so you have a boyfriend / crush / thing / number 1 (so many names for it lol )and then there's always that ONE (usually there's more then one but there's that ONE that just sticks out more then the others) girl that when you hear her name see her picture and your tummy AUTOMATIC DROPS and you feel sick. and the jealousy bug had bitten you once more. HAA kill me i hate that feeling and today i got it ... i just saw the picture and i wanted so bad just to delete them from my friends section but that's rude so i didn't lol ( does anyone else get this feeling or am i just wa werido freak :/ ) :) hahaha ok next item of business

New Moon

is coming out soonnnnn AHHHHHHH...

am i seeeing the midnight showing ?

OF COURSE IM SEEING THE MID NIGHT SHOWING

i would be crazy NOT to lol :)))))

Subject: Today at school

Marcel irons: right now in school im learing how to use this bad boy and let me tell you there HOT my poor left hand would know just ask her. She has deep burns all over her from it :( but it IS geting easier and im ALMOST a pro i must say :) hahaha jk but i am scared for learing the oven marcels not gunna lie yesterdy my teacher tried to help me use one but man i already have burns and i DO NOT want more so i said another day lol

The Best Friend That Never Leaves :)

My sister Robyn in someone that always there for me no matter what. We laugh at stuff that's not even funny, talk almost everyday on the phone for hours , have the same sense of humor, and people tell me all the time I'm so much like her but i think were really different and i like that about us i love being with someone that sees the world in different ways then me but then again we do like a lot of the same things so i can see how people thing we SO much alike....About these pictures lol we saw these leaves up in the mountains where we were fishing in beaver this weekend and made my mom pull over so we could take pictures with them cause they WERE SOOOOO pretty so i climbed up to the spot after me sister as you and tell in picture one and then she posed for the picture like this and made me laugh so hard we didn't even get a good picture lol but i think these pictures show our relationship to a "T" lol. i love my sissy so much and don't know what i would do with out her to make me laugh all the time and talk to about all my stupid problems hahah :)

I have the BEST sissy in the world HANDS DOWN

have you ever ....?

felt like you didn't wanna get up in the morning ?

felt like you had nothing but BAD things to look forward to ?

just wanted to sit there and CRY all night long casue

everything you could think about makes you sad ?

not wanted morning to come cause you were dreading tomorrow ?

knew there were good things coming but didnt get excited about them ?

had people let you down ?


then had some one who made y0u forget all the bad ?

who always asked to hug or kiss you ?

who made you feel like you are the prettiest girl in the world?

who made you never sleep cause you wanted to talk to or be with then 24 hours of the day?

who made your heart smile just by seeing a picture of then or hearing there name ?

who you knew you loved cause that NEW feeling never went away .... :)

:(

This week is just one of those weeks where i miss him alot MORE then normal

The end.

Ashley playing tennis lol "Kristen i don't take advice from armatures"

September 10-13

This weekend me Ashley Shaunty ( and my mom who went to my sisters and Brett who stayed with his brother) went up to Provo :) it seriously was the funnest trip since i can remember lol Thursday night we started our drive lol and me and Ashley were SO excited to see Lynn we couldn't contain our selves we were laughing till we almost peed our pants and crackin jokes that weren't even funny that EVERYONE was laughin at and singing to every musical we know REALLY REALLY loud i think Brett wanted to kill himself lol. Then we got to the house we were staying at in Cedar and instead of me and Ashley being smart and going to bed we went with telle to get her hair cut at 1:30 AM lol and didn't get home till around 3:00 AM then went to bed and got up at 7:00 to get ready to GO SEE LYNN :)))))) then when we got to Lynn's we just went straight to lunch at tacaro's which is a Brazilian restaurant(which means TONS of meat) lol with a bunch of people and i sat next to Jeffie and Lynn and Jeff was making me laugh THE WHOLE TIME hahah he ordered this raspberry juice stuff that was pretty good and we joked about it the whole time and we laughed at OLD inside Jokes to lol then after that me and Ashley and shaunty went shopping EVERYWHERE and i was the only one to spend money (go figure) lol and then that night we just had a girls night and went to diner at this REALLY REALLY good pizza place and then went home and went to bed cause me Ashley and telle could barley keep our eyes open :) lol then the next day Ashley and tori got up early and went and ran and then we all got ready for our photo shoot with BECKY EARL she is an AMAZING photographer who took pictures of me ash and telle and telle took some of us to cause its fun lol :) then that night we all went to THE LOFT (the most amazing place on earth) and that night was THE FUNNIEST / FUNNEST night of MY LIFE that i can remember lol and then Sunday we came home but i love visiting Lynn :) so when EVER anyone is going up to PROVO let me know i wanna come with you lol O my flip and me and ashley had to wear this on the way home cause gary took all our cothes back with him that morning ... we look like little nastys walkin around provo (mormon central) like this and tell and my mom thought it was funny lol

:) i love them

O my the funniest thing happened to me yesterday :) first off these ( look to the right) two cute people are my grandma and grandpa that i love so much there my moms mom and dad and i've never meet two sweeter people :) so i pull up to my house after dropping some thing off with lando and my grandparents are just walking in the door and i get out and run to the door (with landon following) to say hi and my grandpa turns to me with a puzzled look and says " You have a NEW boyfriend already ?" with the most sad confused and surprised look on his face I've ever seen and his head kinda down ... so i took him by the arm and was like "O nooo grandpa this is landon you've meet him before lol hes just a friend of mine and codys lol" and he was like "O well nice to meet you again young man ":) hahahaha and then my cute grandma was so excited to give me this cute pink like cor shade journal so i could right about how i feel while code is gone cause he was worried about me cause she remembered how hard it was for her while she was waiting for my grandpa :) how sweet is that???i just love them both so much :') and I'm lucky to have them here with me cause my grandpa is an amazing man :) (that little kids in wards he visits think he the prophet Gorden B Hinckley :) hahahah funny story)

I love to laugh

ok so things that make me happy lately
its time for a "HAPPY" blog not a sad depressing one lol
1. Going to dinner with the LEHRS tonight :) i miss them so much
and it could have either make me sad and think about code or feel more involved which it did it helped me SO much I'm so glad codes dad text me and set it up :)(and i loved his EVIL plan of going to b dubs and takin picturesto make him jealous lol sooo funny:)i love his family )
2. MY I POD WORKS AGAIN :))))) well kinda lol it works only when its plugged in so i can listen to it when I'm in my room and now i can get all the song names off of it cause i cant remember like 1000 songs lol :)
3. When people send me songs and say they remind them of me and code lol it almost made me wanna cry when coop sent me this song today on my facebook :) here's what he said "hey i was listening to a song today i thought it would help you. it reminded my of you and Cody. its "when somebody loves you" by Alan Jackson stay positive coop"how sweet is that :) lol
4. Mine and Blake's text that make me laugh my head off lol today during one of them i just got a laughing attack and didn't even know why it was crazy but he just makes me laugh so hard :) thanks for being my texting Buddie ekalb :)
and last 5. This lady is CRAZY and made me seriously almost pee my pants last night if you wanna watch the whole episode just type in trading spouses god warrior full episode it so funny but my favorite part is this part and part 3 about 4 min and 48 sec into it lol GO WATCH IT !!!you'll get a good laugh

Love Kristen enjoy :)

doesnt wanna redo any of my profiles
without him in it sigh :( this stinks

Today everything became real really fast

the fact that for the next two years


ill never see him on the stand in his suit and tie


that i won't hear his testimony over the pulpit


that well never sit in church and hold his hand


that I'm losing my best friends


that this is making me mentally and emotional drained


i think I'm getting sick over it


that i don't wanna hold it all in anymore


no I'm not OK


who ever knew doing the right thing could take such a toll


i could never be happier for him


and i know he's doing the right thing


im not ready


i thought i planned better for this


i told my self i would get sick or hurt over this


I’ve never felt so sad I literally feel like my body is dying I can’t sleep I’m never hungry and when I do eat I either throw it up or it makes me really really sick .... I know pathetic huh? :((((

so last night he got set apart and I was invited but I decided not to go I prayed about it and decided to just let his family go but after they came and got me and we went to dinner and I couldn’t sit by him I had to sit across the table which was really hard for me to just look up at him with him smiling right at me or to catch him staring at me and mouthing " I love you so much my Kristen" it made my heart hurt more than my body could handle

then don’t think bad but I slept at his house cause (his dad invited me cause his flight the next morning was CRAZY early) and I slept in his room with his sister Karli my bestie and he slept in his parents room with his dad cause he was suppose to and right before I went to bed he came in his room and we were there all alone and he got all teary and look me in the eye and said " Kristen I’m sorry I’m making you so sad ... I hate seeing you like this sigh" and I burst into tears and said " o my tiger you’re not making me sad you making me the most proud you ever had " and he said "ok I just wanted you to know I love you and I will miss you so much" and I sad "ditto my Cody" then we both went to bad I didn’t sleep much probably like an hour at the most

then the next morning he came in and woke me and Karli up at three and we all got ready to take him to the airport and me and his mom cried the whole 40 min down there then we got his bags all checked in and walked him to his gate and said bye first his mom and that killed me to watch and see her face then tine then his dad who started to cry at the good bye then Karli and then me where I put my hand out and hid my face and said" I love you do miracles in Ghana and I promise I’ll be here when you get back" and his mom started crying even harder and said o give this poor girl a hug :( so we did I got to give him a hug and have him whisper in my ear "I love you so much Kristen please keep you promise" then he turned around gave us all a big smile and walked away

I never hope you or anyone else for that matter have to go through this it’s not fun but what kinda person would I be to be the one who stopped him teaching all those people in heaven that he promised he'd find here on earth and teach the true gospel not the kinda person I wanna be I love my best friend with all my heart and I can’t wait for him to return with honor :)

Kristens ten wonders :)

Thursdays thoughts

1.I was told strawberries have more vitamin C then oranges. Whats up with that ?

2.I honestly think that my skin smells SO good after i get done tanningi think it smells like the sun weird i know what does the sun smell like? BUT its my Favoritest smell in the WORLD (and Karli agrees that my skin smells good after i tan lol)

3.I'm learning that I have a medium case of OCD its sad but it doesn't bother me that i am. I think in someways its good and I'm glad I'm like that :)(ask Chenae for cleaning I'm a total OCD FREAK)

4.I'm excited i got a free Jamba Juice today :) COLD BUSTER IS SO STINKIN GOOD (thanks Josh)

5. I hate the word "Nice" like when people say "You look nice today" and mean it i know its kinda a joke in my family to say it but when people say it and actually

mean it, it makes me wanna punch them in the face.

6.No one will ever have a good nic name for me ever i think every

nic name that people give me sucks

7 I love the smell of Pacific Paradise by Escada for Women its my

new favorite thats it right there :) >

8.I cant wait for mine and codes pictures to be done being edited and i hope i look good in them :/ lol

9. My Cody is leaving in 14 days sigh :((( Make me cry
10. I want my hair longer and thicker no more cutting it or thinning it out

Dear worried self

"One day at a time,this is enough. Do not grieve over the past for it has gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering"

yours truly Kristen

Things That Make Me Laugh :)

Number 1 my cute boyfriend being a total dork

This is my boyfriend MY best friend :)

The one that means the world to me

Number 2 The 5 Amigos

This picture of me and my five girl cousins on the Laidlaw side who we were all born in the same year

SELF EXPLANATORY

So we were just taking pictures and all our moms were like ok everyone needs to fix there chest everyone has a little cleavage lol and this is what i got from this picture lol

ok from left to right

Megan - looks like shes trying to make them look BIGGER

Lauren- is trying to pull it up with out anyone noticing which = the smile on her face

Jana-thinking MY boobs are showing NO WAY lol

Me- thinking and saying "Stupid boob they ruin EVERY dang picture"

Rachel-thinking "Man guys i wanted them like that) lol

bhahahahahahah i love all them

Number 3 "Mr ANDREW"

This at first was a total inside joke with just me and him but then people caught on and now EVEN his parents call his stomach little Andrew hahaha cause hes bone thin and now he has a little pouch (not really)

and we were taking this picture and i was like "What the heck are you doing?" and he was like andrew wants to see the camera and the camera wants to see him hahahahaha

Part 2 coming soon enjoy :)

Things i took for granted in MY highschool years

OK lately I've been the biggest ball baby ever like ill just think of different things and cry ... but its not like a weeping cry its more like a I'm really sad but i can laugh at the same time kinda cry ya know .... its just there's so many thing i has back in my high school days which were not that long ago not long at all that i don't know like i took for granted like ....

1. The experience of going to girls camp ( and i don't mean the whole go up for one day.I mean the going up THE WHOLE WEEK and getting the full experience of girls camp ) what I'm trying to say is when i went to camp I'm not gunna lie i didn't like it much to be honest i HATE camping i hate being dirty i hate no showers i hate no beds and when i was required to go it was just like "O ya another year of girls camp" but then this year when i wasn't required to go and i didn't go i was so sad and jealous of the girls that did get to go not a bad jealous just a kinda like man i wish i could go and when ever someone would talk about it my eyes would kinda swell up with tears like they are right now lol cause you really didn't know how spiritual it is up at camp until you don't have it that summer and i really miss that spirit up at girls camp and i wish some one would have told me i was gunna miss it this much .... (and I'm not gunna lie me and Ashley cried about it for a night for about 5 min)

2. Having "YOUR GROUP" of friends - everyone knows the group I'm talkin about the people you see everyday but don't really notice it until its summer and there gone ... like for instance me Ashley Tori Morgan and Jeffie ... we would start off our morning every morning with seminary and then after we'd all go sit in one persons car and just talk it never failed it wasn't like we planned it either its just like it was something that happened every morning and now that it doesn't happen any more and were all going our separate ways like Jeffie's up at school Tori's going soon and me and ash are going to different schools here its like i took for granted being with the people that made me happy everyday and i can never get that back ... there will never be another morning where i wake up and right before i walk into school i will have just had a laughing attack with those four other people and that makes me sad :( ...

3. MY two best friends TORI WOODRUFF and ASHLEY GRAF these two were the ones that made high school what its supposed to be for a teenage girl there the two best Friends any girl could ask for and i know we'll never be the best friends we were while going to school but i love them and I'm so happy i had best friends like them while going through it all ... I'm gunna miss them and i know in time well grow apart but ill never forget all our many sleep overs , our crazy night games, shopping days, MANDALAY BAY, and going through every heart break with them sitting right there crying with me lol and visa versa 4. Having this be my LAST summer with code and its almost over and I'm scared to death what I'm going to do when it IS over and he's gone :( don't get me wrong I'm SOOO HAPPY for him to go and i know he has to and needs to and wants to go :) but i wish this summer would just SSSLLLOOOWWWW down its almost over and i feel like it just started ... blahhhhhh and i bet every one is sick of hearing me say this about code and how I'm gunna be SO lost when hes gone but its how i feel and not knowing whats gunna happen just make life a mystery i don't wanna solve i like my life now and I've said this before I'm not a fan of change but i know everything WILL be ok its just the getting to the ok part i know is gunna take a while but it will come and i just have to be patient but its never fun losing your best friend :(...

(The thing im gunna miss most, him always making me laugh ... even when hes not trying to :') )

this is my latest favorite picture of olivia that i took :)

The land of disney aka:::: happiest place on the earth so they tell me

IN TWO DAYS I WILL BE GOING TO DISNEYLAND FOR GRAD BASH

This place is called the happiest place on earth

and im so excited to go woth all my friends i cant even tell you

i love you all my senior friends and im gunna miss you all so much

but no tears now those will have to wait for graduation :]]]]

My Dream house lol

LAST prom EVER :(

So prom number two was so fun i loved our group :)))

and i loved having ash and Landon in our car lol

so the first thing we did was go take pictures lol and that

was so much fun code made me laugh the whole time as usual

cause he likes to act like a total moron while were taking em lol

but i love him for it :]]]]] then after pictures half of our group went to the dance and the other half which me and code were in went to get the table for dinner at the Cheese Cake Factory and on our way we stopped to get gas and code surprised me and bought me some flowers lol cause me and him didn't do corsages i was so so so surprised when he walked up to my door with a thing of flowers lol as you can tell from the picture lol what a SWEET BOYFRIEND huh ???? =]]]]] then off it was to the Cheese Cake Factory it was SOOO good i had the Chicken Madeira it was AMAZING and the avocado egg roles lol yummmm i get hungry just think in about it lol then after dinner the girls changed and we went down to the strip where everyone EXCEPT lol me and Emily's date Clinton rode the rides at the top of the stratosphere it was fun to watch everyone lol but i was WAY to chicken to go on any of them lol

Then we get back to The cheese cake factory cause everyone rode in our car to go ride rides and we find that code has lost his wallet and the worst think about it ALL is he had not only his cards in it BUT his dads tooo talk about the suckiest feeling in the world ... SO we sat in the parking lot lookin for it at least an hour it felt like lol then some one came up with the brilliant plan to call back down to the stratosphere and see if they have his wallet like some good citizen turned it in or something so we call down there and by some GOOD miracle they do have it ... So we drive all they way back across town to get it lol and when we get it back EVERYTHING is in it it was CrAzY lol

but it ended up being a fun night and i love all of you that were in our group

Now i know ill be writing a blog about this weekend

cause its gunna be AMAZING :]]]]]

BUT

i wanna do a summer goals blog tooo so

I'm bored and i have time SOOO here it is lol

Number one is

to not gain weight at ALLLL stay the same or lose it lol

thats gunna be my NEW moto lol cause

i dont wanna get fat over the summer lol

Number two is

to get a life guarding job cause i wanna get

tan and i need more money :]]]]

(same place as code works would be a major PLUS)

Number three is

to go to disneyland with code one last time

before he leaves on him mission :/:))

even though he says hes been so many times

were still going to go and go to the BEACH too lol

Number four is

spend as much time with my friends making memories

cause some of them are leaving and ill MISS them like crazy

i wanna make another "BEST SUMMER EVER"

tori knows what i mean ;)))))

Number five is

saving my money cause i need to really bad like really bad lol

so i can go to paul mitchell hair school

thats NEW and just opened here in VEGAS

IM SOOOOO EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE LOL

cant you tell

Number six is

go up and stay with my sister and olive for a weekend

cause i wanna be with both of them i miss them so much

and just wish they could live her not there :(

Number seven is

keep up with writing all my missionary friends

and not ket life get in the way of that

cause its so easy to do

Number eight is

PROM ROUNG 1 :))))

So prom was a blast me and code went alone cause

NONE of my friends were going but we had soooo much fun

the night started off with us talking pictures in codes backyard with telle

and there's a ton of these pictures where I'm laughing my head off at code i don't know why but he was making me laugh my head off the WHOLE TIME LOL then we left and went to dinner at Calm Jumper and it was AMAZING food i got steak and he got prim rib then after dinner we went to the dance and the dance was ABSOLUTE AMAZING it was in ACCESS at Atlante Hotel and Casino pretty much the BEST high school dance me and code have ever been to (well at least thats waht he told me) :)))) we couldn't stay that long though cause we had to make our show and he kept a SECRET from me the whole time and i have WANTED To see this show for AS long as i can remember :D i was so excited when i reached in his coat pocket and saw that we were going to

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA

this is what the room looked like where the play was it was ABSOLUTE INCREDIBLE and I'm sooo happy i got to see it :)))) what a sweet boyfriend i have huh ??? :]]]]]]] now were going to prom with a group in about two weeks and I'm so excited i cant wait to see what the plans for this prom are :))))

PROM

blog coming soon :)))

That car look like a rapist car Tori roll up the window!!!! lol

Yesterday April 17,2009 was one of the craziest night EVER lol

Ashley Tori and i were hang in out and

we really couldn't find anything to do

SO being the girls we are we got into sweats and

decided to go to 7-11 to get vitamin waters

(and just a side note I LOVE the orange orange flavor of V W it

AMAZING and if you haven't tried it

GET ON IT cause you'll fall in love with it like me lol)

ok back to the story so we walk in there and were looking around and all the sudden the guy working at the counter tell us we need to leave cause last time we were in there we were horsing around and if we didn't excuse our self he would call the cops and we all were LIKE WHAT ????? so Tori being the one the guy looked at as he spoke walked out and me and Ashly with our hands full of food set it down in place and walked out not going to buy stuff if we were getting kicked out ... so next we went across the street to Albertsons and got our stuff then deciding we were going to have a sleep over went to Ashley and Tori's to get there stuff and we were in no hurry so we sitting around taking our time and i get a text from code asking what I'm doing and i have about 4 of them cause i didn't have my phone by me and knowing he was hanging out with our friend Landon so i text back saying were just getting there stuff and then going to my house to sleep then ask what him and Landon are doing and him LYING to me says his dad made him stay home tonight me thinking OK that's kinda weird but saying that sucks and that i felt bad for Landon cause now he has no one to hang out with but letting it go then forgetting about it . BUT then within the next 30 min getting like 10 text from him asking if I'm home yet thinking he just being WAY to protective thinking I'm not gunna get home safe from Ashley's

(which is 5 min away in a car)

so i just keep texting him that I'm going home in a min and ill let him know when I'm home safe and on our way home i have a deserted road about 75 feet away from my house and we see this white car parked there and were like OOOO were gunna drive past and see some one making out lol so we drive past and the car is empty and tori rolls down her window to look and me ans Ashley are freaked out and tell tori roll it up that looks like a rapists car lol

so we drive home and think nothing of it

then we get into my house and were just talking in my room and

i go to the bathroom to wash my face and Ashley goes in the movie room

to pick our movie and she sees a shadow of a man

and she screams HER HEAD OFF and runs and jumps on my bed and

is screaming there's a man in there i think its Cody

so my dad is asleep on the couch in the living room

which if you know my house isn't very close

and I'm in the bathroom thinking Ashley got

scared by the dogs and telling her to chill lol in the hall which is close

and my dad was there before i was

and i look behind the door and there is code laughing his head off

and my dad is siting in the hall way after he sees code

laughing saying he was ready to kill someone lol

i was so surprised he could get up that fast

then i ask code how he got in my house cause i knew he wasn't there before we were and he said him and Landon sat in the garage for for ever waiting

for us to come home but we came through the front door so they had to sneak

back here when we were just sitting in my room talking

ALL IN ALL

watch what you talk bout cause you don't know who's listening hahahah

but it was a fun night for code and Landon and the funniest night for us girls lol

Look at the brown sugar... boy am i gunna miss this

So HAWAII was a blast

i loved every min of it :))))

the first day we got there April 3rd

we just got our rental car and checked into the hotel

and we stayed at

THE GRADE WAILEA

we got there and it looked EXACTLY

like this it was soooo pretty

then the next day Saturday April 4th

we just sat at the pool and beach that was right
by the hotel as you can tell
and me and tori got hennas they had a stand by the pool

the pools were absolute AMAZING
then on Sunday April 5th me and tori got a massage from the spa

this was part of the spa it was one of the
TOP 5 SPAS IN THE WORLD
not just America in THE WORLD lol
and we got massages and facials and they were the BEST
the on Monday April 6th
we got up at TWO in the morning
to go to a mountain to watch the sun rise
it was FREEZING and me and tori were bums
and sat in the van tour we came with lol
but then we were up at the top
of this mountain and we road a bike 26 miles down
i was soooo scared at first
cause you were just costing at like 30 miles an hour
down a mountain on a bike but at the end it was soooo
much fun and there were a
ton of flower farms and it smelt like heaven literal
then on Tuesday April 7th we went on a boat
to go whale watching and snorkeling on a sale boat

and that was so cool at first i didn't think it would be so
cool to see whales but once i did i was fascinated :))
then on Wednesday April 8 th we just did a beach day

this was how the beach connected to the hotel
and me and tori were like addicted to the
pool and beach WE loved it lol
the day before we left Thursday April 9 th it was RAINY :((((
but we just went shopping and hung around
but it was sucky that the last day we were there ...
but me and tori had so much fun
while there i love my best friend
we so much a like but were so different its scary

but i couldn't ask for a better one :)))